My
Name Is Nur Azizah, I was born in Jakarta on September 08th 1982. I
have had the very wonderful childhood because my grandfather whom I live with, has many goats and I often play with them
especially the newborn goats because they were so smooth and funny, I was really happy to run
after them. . Besides, my play ground
was the very beautiful field ever; there
was birds, frogs, and sometimes little snake everywhere. Green, sunny, healthy,
cheerful, and wonderful. I and my little friends run around the field while
singing a song. Catch the butterfly, dragonfly and suddenly we became the very blessed girls.
Play around the very shallow river, so
we were never afraid to drowning. What a fabulous childhood.
When I
was 9 years old, I fell in love with my very
first boyfriend. , He was a very kind boy, because he always made a joke that makes me laugh excessively. I’m so shy to tell this. His name is Joko, he
is older by 2 years than me, and you must know that I often smile alone when I
remembered this “puppy love”.
I
studied at Al-Marzukiyah, not too far from my home because I often walk or ride
a bicycle to school. I have the very best teacher; there are Bu Kurnia, pak Nurhasan,
Ibu Noni, Pak Kamal and etc. There are many benefit I can get there. I can read, . write
as well as sing. And the most interesting thing is when it is time for graduation
where I gave speech in front of all friends and audiences in Arabic. . I could never forget that memory, because that was the very
first time I saw many person give me big applause. Therefore, I really
appreciated My self, and the most important thing is, I was happy to make my mother and father proud of
me.
I
continued my study at At-Taqwa Boarding School for six years. I felt so sad because no father and mother with me there. I lived only with my
friends who were the same age as me. But
at that time, I felt so independent and confident. I could wash my dress by my self, did anything alone. I had many best friends, excellent teacher, and good
environment to study about everything.
In Attaqwa I had deeper understanding of who is Allah, Prophet
Muhammad (Peace be Upon Him), what I must do in
this universe as khalifah ,
what I should do and should not. In
atTaqwa I obtained a lot of knowledge that influence my live in the future. I studied life , love, and everything there.
There
is a very sad moment when I was there, in sunny morning in 2000, my mother’s
sister came to the boarding School and she brought a very devastating news in my life. She said,
with red eyes and panic, that my father died .
It was so tragic. I would never forget that morning. Then me and my mother’s sister went home. I could not stop crying around the street heading to my
house, even though when I was public
transportation I still cried. I could
not imagine what my life would be
without him by my side. , I could not live
without him, because he was the kindest
father and I was closer with him than my mom. When we arrived home, I couldn’t stand, I was really weak, I couldn’t believe what had happened to me. A lot of people in my house but I couldn’t see my mother. where was my mom? Asked my heart. Suddenly, my
mother hugged me and said while crying, hasbunallah wani’mal wakil ni’mal maula
wa ni’mannasir, innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun, she hugged me so warmly.
WELCOME
TO UNIVERSITY
I
was really happy to be graduated from boarding school. And you should
know that my mom really supported me to
continue my study. She wanted me to be in
higher level than her, even in knowledge, welfare, and everything. She really
wanted their children to be successful.
So I looked for the kind of information about university. And I chose the Islamic State University Syarif
Hidayatullah Jakarta.
Actually,
I really wanted to study about Tafsir
Hadits deeply, I did love Islamic study.
But when I was about to apply to the
university, my Relative advised me that I should put the first option at the
second line. According to my Relative who’s
in his six semester in that university, it was very impossible to get
the first choice, therefore she asked me to do what she suggested. . For your
information, when I applied in this university, every applicant have three
choices to jaor in , and I chose Tafsir Hadist, Arabic Literature, and Arabic
Education, so just like what my Relative
advised, in the application form I wrote Arabic literature in number one, my
priority Tafsir Hadits in the second and the third is Arabic Education. At the
end of the process, what my Relative said is not true and what she advised not work. I succeeded to pass the examination well but I couldn’t getthe field of study that I wanted. . I got my
first choice, it meant that I must throw
my dream to study Tafsir Hadist deeply but I must study Arabic literature
harder. But there was always something behind something ,
Allah gives me special thing. This was what decided my live in the future. I have had many best
experiences when I was in university. I
met many experts there. And in university too I met my lovely husband.
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